In the house where nothing sleeps
The ancestors call
There’s something in every corner
That you no longer recognize
Should I be shocked
How do I console
Maybe there is a bridge here somewhere
A guide I could follow
Or cave in which I could hide
No rules apply
And every day it is sink or swim
How do I know you now
You who I have known so well
You who swim in my cells
And reflect in my eyes
A natural process
Familiarizing with an unknown being
History, intellect…All Frenetic
But alas we must find calm
Tornado calm
Pieces of all our lives in disarray
Noting more disorienting
To not understand practical reality
Somehow, I must offer my hand
And calm your fears
Even though it is not alright
Everything’s alright
And we’re here and you’re there
Pathways diverged, compromised, unfolding
Of all the never wanted blessed truth
You are more of what you always were
Good and bad
No judgement
Valuation, subtraction
I lead now, you follow
Even though you question my path
You are somewhere else
And everywhere you have ever been
All at the same time
Heaven don’t let me lose my mind
And let me be a piece of mind for you
Who are my dear one
My lovely Mom